Searching for Something...

I don't know what it is.  It's elusive, that's all I know for sure.  Normally when people say there is something missing in their lives, they end up finding religion.  The problem is that I already have that and on a religious high point (in terms of faith and happiness).  So why do I feel like there is a missing link (in my life, not religion related)?  Today I hung out with some of my friends from high school, and it was an enhancing experience.  Yet, I find that my relationship with women is *challenged* to say the least.  On one hand, I respect my friends from high school, yet... on another hand, I can't put up with the women I've met in college.  I know that a dating relationship is not in the books at this time.  I also know that this is not what I am looking for (it's illogical and is totally out of my character).  I'm grasping for an answer, but for what answer and why?